I can't pretend I'm happy anymore
I can't pretend there is no problem
I can't pretend it's all fine
I can't pretend that I'm not loving you
I can't pretend I hate you
I can't pretend you are my boyfriend when you belong to someone else
I lie to myself everyday pretending to be happy when I'm really falling apart inside
I lie to myself that I'm not love you anymore
I lie to myself everything about you
I hate myself to behave like this
I hate myself to be sarcastic
I hate myself to have this feeling
I hate myself so much because I love you!!
