I can't pretend I'm happy anymore
I can't pretend there is no problem
I can't pretend it's all fine
I can't pretend that I'm not loving you
I can't pretend I hate you
I can't pretend you are my boyfriend when you belong to someone else
I lie to myself everyday pretending to be happy when I'm really falling apart inside
I lie to myself that I'm not love you anymore
I lie to myself everything about you
I hate myself to behave like this
I hate myself to be sarcastic
I hate myself to have this feeling
I hate myself so much because I love you!!
Happy Birthday
Happy birthday to me~
Today is my special day because today I were born
I love you mother even though you no care of me,
Thank you because born me to this miserable world
Thank you because growth me up independently
Thank you so much for all these but I still appreciate it
Thank you so much for all you have given me over the years
I know it hasn't been easy
On this the day of my birth, I think you should get some thanks from your loving daughter.
On this magical day twenty-one years ago you gave me life and I couldn't be more grateful.
Thank you mummy, thank you daddy
Today is my special day because today I were born
I love you mother even though you no care of me,
Thank you because born me to this miserable world
Thank you because growth me up independently
Thank you so much for all these but I still appreciate it
Thank you so much for all you have given me over the years
I know it hasn't been easy
On this the day of my birth, I think you should get some thanks from your loving daughter.
On this magical day twenty-one years ago you gave me life and I couldn't be more grateful.
Thank you mummy, thank you daddy
emo-ing
Tonight I keep crying for just a reason...
I try to stop think about it but I can't do it!
What I suppose to do now??
I really regret and I just want to tell you that
I'm sorry and I LOVE YOU sayang
I try to stop think about it but I can't do it!
What I suppose to do now??
I really regret and I just want to tell you that
I'm sorry and I LOVE YOU sayang
喜欢一个人好累
你送我一个笑脸
昨天
你经过了我身边
每天
你这样一举一动
都影响我的悲伤喜悦
昨天
你多看了我一眼
今天
我有些心不在焉
那天
我才会有勇气
勇敢面对
暗恋 喜欢一个人好累
想象 你轻轻搂我的肩
走在 人挤人的街抓紧你的手
甜蜜无限
暗恋 喜欢一个人好累
流泪 在数不尽的黑夜
想念 变成了习惯想你一遍遍
你却好远
你不当我是朋友
可是
极大重要的角色
是否
我就可以占有
你每个笑容
暗恋 喜欢一个人好累
想象 你轻轻搂我的肩
走在 人挤人的街抓紧你的手
甜蜜无限
暗恋 喜欢一个人好累
流泪 在数不尽的黑夜
想念 变成了习惯想你一遍遍
你却好
喜欢一个人 真的好累
Dementia
Today I was posted in Kidney Unit. I feel very frustrated every time posting there because I need to do hourly and half hourly observation. Most of the patients that come here to do dialysis are old man and old lady, some of them look very depress so I try to cheer them up. ^^
I like to chit-chat with old people, I mean old old people. They have many experience and they will tell you hundred and one story and you just only ask one question about their life. ><
There is a old man, 84 years old look very sad and quiet, so I decided to talk with him. He look very happy and smile back to me when I sit beside him. Before I ask him question, he already throw a few questions to me =.="
So I answer him honestly.
Then when I ask him about his life, he telling me all his story when he was 19 years old until now. @.@
we chit-chat about 1 hours but he keep repeating the same story that he already told me. Then he keep asking me the same question for few times even though I already told him the answer. hahahaha~
This ah gong very cute, he realize that he got dementia, so he always bring a pen with book, to record everything that he did. At first, he don't allow me to see the content of the book, but after I ask a few times, he allow me to see. When I open the book, the book is only a white paper without any writing inside it. So I ask the ah gong why din't write anything, he said that he forgot to write. *.*
I speechlessly look at him, I wanted to laugh but I control, scared will hurt him. suddenly, hahahahahaha, the Ah gong laugh back at me =_=
I like to chit-chat with old people, I mean old old people. They have many experience and they will tell you hundred and one story and you just only ask one question about their life. ><
There is a old man, 84 years old look very sad and quiet, so I decided to talk with him. He look very happy and smile back to me when I sit beside him. Before I ask him question, he already throw a few questions to me =.="
So I answer him honestly.
Then when I ask him about his life, he telling me all his story when he was 19 years old until now. @.@
we chit-chat about 1 hours but he keep repeating the same story that he already told me. Then he keep asking me the same question for few times even though I already told him the answer. hahahaha~
This ah gong very cute, he realize that he got dementia, so he always bring a pen with book, to record everything that he did. At first, he don't allow me to see the content of the book, but after I ask a few times, he allow me to see. When I open the book, the book is only a white paper without any writing inside it. So I ask the ah gong why din't write anything, he said that he forgot to write. *.*
I speechlessly look at him, I wanted to laugh but I control, scared will hurt him. suddenly, hahahahahaha, the Ah gong laugh back at me =_=
Loving different race
It's all begin with just a "play love" and it's turn up with truth love feeling. She know that this is not a right thing to do and to continue the relationship. Even though all friends told her that she done something stupid but she still do it. She is the type that easily get jealous and angry, she want someone that can control her and tolerate with her, understand her and never give up on her no matter what she do. She happy with the guy because the guy understand her and always make her happy.
The relationship must keep in secret to everyone because stereotype people will judge this relationship. For the family, totally this will be the big issue for her and the family may cut off the family relationship with her.
She is trying to avoid him and create some problems between them so that the guy will hate her and left her, that's what she want now. Even though this what she wanted but inside her heart, she feel very sad and depress. She want her relationship approved by everyone but that is impossible. So what can I do to help her??
The benefits of laughter
- Laughter relaxes the whole body. A good, hearty laugh relieves physical tension and stress, leaving your muscles relaxed for up to 45 minutes after.
- Laughter boosts the immune system. Laughter decreases stress hormones and increases immune cells and infection-fighting antibodies, thus improving your resistance to disease.
- Laughter triggers the release of endorphins, the body's natural feel-good chemicals. Endorphins promote an overall sense of well-being and can even temporarily relieve pain.
- Laughter protects the heart. Laughter improves the function of blood vessels and increases blood flow, which can help protect you against a heart attack and other cardiovascular problems.
note: so laugh as much as you can when you are in sad, happy, stress, depress, enjoy, etc. !!!!!
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