That's me

everyday I pretend to be somebody else

Chinese New Year Holidays

Great CNY holidays, I means the foods ><

hmm...

This year I din't celebrate CNY at home bt went to relative's house

so... mm................... ok la..

reunion dinner

It's simple bt delicious

1st day CNY

wakeup 4.30am in the morning because want to go back hometown (kelantan)

start our journey at 5a.m

Eat breakfast at half way, so I order roti canai with milo

Reached Kelantan (relative's house) around 11a.m

My relative already prepraed the food for us

so we makan "khao jam" (thai) or nasi kerabu (malay)

whole day I just stay at home and watch TV

so many ppl came to the house,

so I just collect the ang pao only

muahahaha~

At the evening, my other relative bought Mcdonal

so I ate the chicken mc Deluxe

Fast food is the best!

There so many ppl in that house, more than 10 ppl

so I need to take turn to bath at night =="

If at my home, I can go bath any time I want

Hmm..

At night, my relative gambling among themselve

but I duno how to gamble

so I just watch my TV show (perfect match)

Haizz..

I slept infront of TV that night =="

because I feel very tired

2nd day CNY

wakeup about 10a.m in the morning

need to take turn to take bath again

haizz..

Today also very boring day

Actually we plan to go visit our relative at other places

BUT

UNFORTNATELY

they come visit us

so...

I stay in the house again today!

I feel so boring!!

Can not go anywher

At night

we ate the steamboat

and "yee sang"

we believe that if toss the yee sang with chopsticks more higher more good

so that the wishes come true, longevity, healthy, prosperity and etc

3rd day CNY

Today also the same...

I just wait at home for ppl to come

I duno why so many ppl like to come this house

haha~

maybe got nice food, that's y they come

It was "nasi dagang"

so, as usual

I watch TV and collect my ang pao ><

Finally

Thank God!

my friends come to my house

hehe~

Now I gt transport to go out from this house

 I follow them to go visit my other friends

 The most happiest thing is

I met my primary school teacher ^^

I miss her so much

After about 9 years din't see her

 I came back around 12 am in the morning

My dad just gv me a look

and I just ignore him ==

4th day CNY

Today is my last day in kelantan

haizz...

Everybody also start packing because all also going back to their house

Early in the morning we ate "pizza" for the breakfast =="

The pizza was the food that left over last night that nobody want to eat

so my niece and nephew and me finish all the pizza

Unfortunately

Early in the morning I got diarrhea

I feel like don't want to go back KL today

but I had no choice :(

I diarrhea so many times and I keep tahan on the way back to KL

My other 2 friends that went out with me yesterday also keep diarrhea

only 1 person din't diarrhea

We gt foods poisoning but we don't know what was the food that we had ate. =="

So these are the ang pao that I gt this year

I don't how much

but I think not so much compare to last year

Touching

 Do u watch this movie before?

If no... then I suggest u all to watch this movie

This movie is a simple and a very charming Iranian movie which is also incidentally  Iran’s first nominee for Best Foreign Language film at the Oscars. Children of Heaven tells the story of two siblings, Ali and Zahra And of course- a lost shoe.

It's about about two poor siblings and their adventures over a lost pairs of shoes

and sharing the same shoe everyday to go to school.

I felt touched with the responsible of a brother, Ali to his sister, Zahra.

I really almost cry when see Ali running to get the 3rd prize in marathon competition so that he can get the new shoe and give to his sister.

And what the funniest thing,

he get the first prize instead the 3rd prize, so he feel very sad because can't get the shoe

I'll guarantee you will feel the same as I felt after watch this movie ><

Oh ya..

If u dun like this version, you also can watch chinese version of this movie

 Homerun or 跑吧！

this movie is an adaptation of Children of Heaven.

the story is almost the same...

these movie tell us a lot of moral value

and we learn it from the children

So, what I can see here is that if we want something, we must work for it.

if you really need it, you will really work for it.

Do not depends on others or ask from your parents if you know they don't have money because

 your parents sure will feel very sad due to they couldn't affort to buy for you

 The best weapon is yourself.

No matter what,

Try harder to get it youself

and don't always depend on others



I want sleep

These few days din't sleep very well
I lay on my bed for few hours before fall sleep
Now I oso become like Hitler

Hitler sleep for 3-4 hours ONLY every day

and I also sleep about 4 hours ONLY per day

BUT I more worst than Him because

he thought about the strategy to attack other country

me... lay on my bed and think nonsense things!

When I fall sleep, I'll feel like I sleep for very long already

but actually, I just sleeping for about 5-15minutes only

Now I really feel sleepy & tired!

I WANT TO SLEEP AS USUAL

please~

Brain could you please stop talking!!

I want REST la!!!

F.....CK YOU

Hey You! read this

I give up on you...

not because I don't care

It's because you don't care



This what I do every morning

at last, late to class every morning =.="

Sad story

A girlfriend gave a challenge to her boyfriend to live a day without her.
No communication at all and if he passed it,
she'll LOVE him forever...
The boyfriend agreed.
He never texed nor called his girlfriend for the whole day without knowing
his girlfriend only has 24 hours left because she dying due to cancer.
After a day, he excitedly went to his girlfriend,
"I did it, Baby"
but tears fell as he saw his girlfriend lying in a coffin with a note
"You did it my sweetheart, now please do it everyday"
 I LOVE YOU



One day

I caught myself smilling for no reason

then I realized I was thinking of you

>___<

letter to my Hair

Dear hair,

I hate you! I hate you very much!
You never look good on my head!
You never look good when I wear my nicest outfits!
You never look good when I meet the handsome guy on the street!
Instead You stay nice & frizz-free when I'm at home!
I wish I could make some different to You,
but I really don't know what else should I do to make You look good!
Well, You damn ugly!!!!

From: You owner

this quote is for u

I wish we're like before

but it was our past

I try to get closer to u again

but u try to avoid me

I want u like before

but u change

I gt U

U know what,
I dream about U everyday
I miss U so much
I hope U can belong to me
and
Finally
I got U!!!
I feel so happy now ><















Is this "U" I talking about
hahahaha~

shopping day

today went shopping wif my lovely sis @ time square

we went up & down there so many times because want to find CNY clothes until feel headached ady,

but at last we found it...><

my sis bought many things compare than me

I just bought two long pants, both also black color =="

all my pants is black color

I choose black because, black easy to match with all the T-shirt color. ^^

I saw many dresses in time square but I couldn't effort to buy it T_T

I like this dress so much ><
I think if I buy it also I won't wear it because I feel not comfortable wear such dress

 See the red color dress

OMG! I love this dress so much!

I will go back to TS & buy it when I got $$

>< dress, u wait for me ya

this dress also very nice to see only

I just admired it but I won't buy it ><

same as this cheongsang

I won't buy it because it's too expensive 

Wao~ see these sandal

I try it & it's very comfortable

I will buy it soon when I got money ><



during shopping, we saw a big mirror

so we took photo together ><

the decoration in time square

took last photo together when want to go back college

we enjoy shopping together

we happy meet each other after so long din't meet

at last we feel tired & leg pain ><

Which Baby Are You?

JANUARY BABY
Pretty/ handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

FEBRUARY BABY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive . Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted . Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH BABY
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

APRIL BABY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/ or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/ girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic . Hot but has brains.

MAY BABY
Stubborn and hard-heart ed. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint . Needs no motivation . Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.

JUNE BABY
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection . You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/ actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

JULY BABY
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood . Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation . Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful . Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impression s carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST BABY
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind-heart. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous . VERY revengeful . Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an"every thing's peachy"attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer . Easily distracted . Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of"that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted . Lives by"no pain no gain"caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious ."charming" or"beautiful "to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

SEPTEMBER BABY
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic . Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand .

OCTOBER BABY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer . Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

NOVEMBER BABY
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious . Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

DECEMBER BABY
This straight-u p means you are the most good-looking person possible.. . Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything . Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand . Thinks far with vision, yet complicate d to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoke n. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/ her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer . Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/ handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

1st day class

today is SEM 5 first day class...
I thought after pre-test, I'll kick out from the class
bt I'm so lucky, I still can stay in the class ><
Only half of us stay in the class
hope they will get the procedure that need to achieved faster
Aiya~
Today pre-test ok larr... pass it lar...
actually I dint study hard because I just think it was on pre-test
bt the questions that come out, rely hard!
Luckily I "tikam" oso kena...hehe
yeah~

Cut my hair

It so hard to see I do something wif my hair..
today I went to cut my hair not because I simply wanted to cut bt....
every time I feel sad, I will try to restart my life again by cutting my hair..
after some time, I feel regret cut my long hair!!
Now my hair very short T___T
huhuhhu~
I need to keep it long agian...
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

you're my boyfriend but not my dear boyfriend

很多的感情，都因为一廂情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了
常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情
最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你沒有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以继续，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出這一步。
因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。
有些事不是你能predict的，或许对方不在意，你們还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好了！

 

 

 

Happy New Year 2012

Bring forward all the things that I haven't done in 2011
So, start my new year with many many stuff to do!! haizz~
This year is my final year & very soon I'm going to sit for my final exam!
OMG~
It's happen so fast...
I just wish that I will get distinction in final exam(Lembaga Jururawat Malaysia) ^^
please....
I will work hard for it & I will try my best
nop!!!
I will do my best!!